I have always wanted to try but I am afraid to be hurt. Do I have to face my fear? Yes, I do have but I still believe that the right love will feel no fear. Inspired by those love-breaking songs, here's a piece of my soul... A sonnet that would always remind me to take extra care of my heart and of others'.
Loving you must be the most painful thing I’ve done. But I admit, I’m so happy to have known and love you even though you have never loved me. Maybe, my heart is in great pain because of love but still I love you just the same. I know I don’t have the right in your heart. I’m just a day-dreamer the one you never care. But it’s okay. What I only want you to know is I think of you everyday.
It’s really hard to know that it’s the end of our love story… I really feel so sad and lonely when I think of yesterday that would never come back. I really miss the good old days we used to share. I miss the smiles, our laughter and happy time together. It’s because of my love in you that I have to sit here in great sorrow. I think it’s time to go our own way. I cry my tears of regrets because you did not keep your promises. There’s no way to beg you to stay since I know your love already.
No one is supposed to be blamed just because we’re not in tune. At least, there are times when we used to love one another. But I don’t know if it was for real because as you’ve said, “Who are you to be loved?”. Maybe you’re right. Anyway, I’m just a simple guy who loves you. I am just someone whom you never loved. But what I have given to you is my best though it was not good enough for you.
You’re not satisfied of my love that’s why you looked for another one. For now, what I can do is to congratulate you and your new one. I’d never thought that something like this could happen and it’s the saddest thing in my life today. I’m happy that you’ve found found your love who is not me. All I could do is to think and dream of you in silent. Though I may not be you special one, I still want you to know that you’re to me. All I need you to know is I love you even if my heart is broken.
P.S. (Hugas Kamay) This is not a story of mine. This article was just inspired by the reality of the game of life.